Should I give up?

 

Sometime we just need to write everything down, everything would be

so clear!!

I have never known how emotional and unhappy I was all these while.

I thought I could or I am moving into our new chapter of life, sadly it 

does not seem so.

I have lowered my expectation or sometime no expectation because

expectation hurts.  Yet, he kept reminding me the past.  He is still living 

in the past, biting like a “bitch”, repeating the history and he has no idea 

how irritated and pissed is me.

I have never once brought up the dissatisfaction about him after we have 
decided to continue with our new chapter of life.  He never changed as 

what he has promised.  He is worse than before and I never complain.

Why?  Because I gave my words, I am going to start a new chapter of 
life with him.  

What is wrong with him??

Should I give up on him??