Building Blocks

 

It's obviously everyone would say .. I valued my life; this is definitely not in my priority list.

I have so many things better to attend than doing this! 

Parents gave children blocks to play as it has many benefits for children including physical, social intellectual and language development.  

So, I am no longer “children” why would I ever want to play with blocks?  

Having these thoughts for so long, and somehow I have decided to give it a try ...

Well, it doesn’t matter how old are you.  As long as you are willing to learn and you are still learning.  When you “play blocks”, you are developing all these:

Concepts & skills

Having fun & enjoyment

Exploring & discovering

Experiencing & taking risk

Finding opportunities or collaborating

Repeating & practicing

Building creativity & confidence

At the end, you may improvise – then your problem-solving skill may eventually escalate to next level.   

I felt great!!

Hate

Hate is a strong word to use, and yet nothing better to describe using “Hate”, right?

How else would I express my dislike, hatred and odium?

Can “you disgust me” give us the same effect as “I hate you”?

Which “you disgust me” simply mean you make me sick.

Perhaps “I am disgusted with you” is closer effect to “I hate you”.

The person who you hated always knew exactly who and why you hated him.

He will continue making you to hate him more, that’s his ultimate objective.

The look in his eyes, the satisfaction of how he has made someone hated him.

You may shout out loud … DEMON.

Yes, he is evil!!

It is a trauma to hate someone.

When you hate someone, you are injuring your body.

You should be starting with dislike, resentful and then agony, hurt and later vengeful, and worst you became pitiless.

It is someone insults our dignity or we find it unacceptable, it is anger that we are experiencing, not hatred. 

Love your body, stop hating someone!!

BTW - Will this happen ~ from hate to love?

Luck

 

Luck is good fortune which occurs beyond one’s control, without regard to one’s will, intention, or desired result.

Why am I talking about “Luck”? 

It all started on September 22, 2011 where my car skidded on highway.  You must shout out loud that I must be driven too fast.  Yes, I did. 

September 24, 2011 – my daughter came up with high fever.  The fever has lasted for 4 days.  She was admitted to hospital on September 27, 2011 and diagnosed with “Dengue”.  It was worrying as she was transfer to ICU (Intensive care unit) when her Platte kept dropping.  She discharged from hospital on September 30, 2011.

October 2, 2011 – 1 day reunited as family, happy family and here we have my son admitted to hospital, diagnosed with “appendicitis”.  Operation needed, removed and a little complication as it’s burst before the surgery.  He was discharged from hospital on Oct 7, 2011.

My daughter was absent from school under the advice of doctor.  She was back to school on October 23, 2011 (Monday).  On October 25, 2011 (Wednesday), she was knocked hard on her forehead, as her Bus Drive collided with oncoming car.  I nearly fainted when my husband called me in office.

Same day, neighbor hit my car which was driven by my son.

Someone told us that we are in such a bad luck, the things and environment has changed so much and the “fong sui” is changing around us too.

Don’t you see? I am blessed and so lucky!

My car skidded, god answered to my prayers, it stopped the minutes I shouted STOP.

My daughter has “dengue” and she went through without any complication.

My son has his appendicitis removed in October month, not November because he will be having his SPM examination then.

My daughter’s car accident was a minor, one of her friend lost her tooth.

My son’s car hit and our car does not show any scratches but the car that hit us, the bumper drop off.

I am so LUCKY …..

Err .. by the way, where do I get these Lucky Charms Cereal??

Definitely not selling in here!!

The Best of everything

Everyone wants and deserves a better life.

What do you have to do to develop more self-confidence, better self-esteem and greater internal motivation to be the best?

It all starts with how you think.

I was once told to create a dream which will helps you to improve in your life.  My dreams are living in better life than what currently have.  Not only dream, you have to engage your heart, mind, body and spirit in everything you do and find a higher level of satisfaction, joy and creativity.  I have never understood what all these crab about, really, I don't have a clue.  

Have you ever felt that you are drifting through life, and not going where you want to go?

How am I supposed to discover my real purpose in life?  Was it measure by my job, my daily responsibilities or my long term goals?

None of the above really matters now.  My precious, my goals, my achievements will be my 4 lovely, wonderful children.....

Guilt of Procrastination

There were hundreds of things need to be done.  They were thousands of things I felt that I have done wrong.  Full of guilt, vulnerable, repent and agony when shadow of things I have procrastinated.

Who am I to blame?  I got to blame it on someone, something that has trapped me on this “Procrastination”.

He does not make things clear to me.

He always spoke with open sentences.

He refused to engage in any argument or I should say discussion.

He is selfish.

He does not have a direction himself

Most importantly, he does not trust me.

Over days, months and years that trauma has been built.  Resentment and antipathy that should not have had between us have eventually erupted like a volcano.

I wanted to make things right again.

I wanted to have a second chance for both of us.

It took us years to build this friendship and we broke it like within seconds.

We still communicate but we do not care for each other anymore.

It is a dreadful way to end a friendship.

No better words to describe our “Friendship” term now.

Should we call it ~ Acquaintance, Associate or Stranger?