There were hundreds of things
need to be done. They were thousands of things I felt that I have done
wrong. Full of guilt, vulnerable, repent and agony when shadow of things
I have procrastinated.
Who am I to blame? I got
to blame it on someone, something that has trapped me on this “Procrastination”.
He does not make things clear
to me.
He always spoke with open
sentences.
He refused to engage in any
argument or I should say discussion.
He is selfish.
He does not have a direction
himself
Most importantly, he does not
trust me.
Over days, months and years
that trauma has been built. Resentment and antipathy that should not have
had between us have eventually erupted like a volcano.
I wanted to make things right
again.
I wanted to have a second
chance for both of us.
It took us years to build this
friendship and we broke it like within seconds.
We still communicate but we do
not care for each other anymore.
It is a dreadful way to end a
friendship.
No better words to describe our
“Friendship” term now.
Should we call it ~
Acquaintance, Associate or Stranger?
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